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The one who care less

I've often heard that people only start wanting you when they think that you don’t want ‘em. It’s true because I’ve lived by it. Wheter it’s businness or friendship or especially romantic relationship. The person who care less always seems to be the person who has the most power. At least that’s what it might feel like for the person that cares more. But I question wheter this true or not.

“I have been called the ‘Queen of not giving a shit’. One if my many talents is that I am really good at both, not actually caring as well as acting I don’t care. Just yesterday, some friends and I were talking about magic spell, “if yoy never take it seriously, you’ll never get hurt.” It wouldn’t be the 1st time I’ve ultimately come off as cynical about relationship. People thinks it stem from really caring. On the contrary it stems from fear caring too much.“

“I know how to be the person who doesn’t text back, who doesn’t call back, who give you thousand shitty reasons that is non sense, who waits for the guy to make first move and who acts like I couldn’t care less whether he does or he doesn’t. Being this person comes natural for me because I have convinced my self that being the other person will never give you a damage. I may never have a truly heartbreak but I’ve known the person who have a heartbreak. I’m pretty sure that shit isn’t fun. It’s depressing and devastating a really long journey to returning okay. But the things is I think people who put ‘emselves out there. People who let you know they care a lot – I think they have a right idea. I think human heart especially when it’s young, is really resilent. When one’s heart has been broken that is a journey usually worth facing even when love hasn’t dibe what you wanted. Once you find it, keep it.
Now, i hate being cold, care less, to other and start to change. If i do love someone, i will show it. Make it simple, so i can see it more clear wheter its worth to fight or not.

Becauseeeeee nowadays its hard to find someone who makes a lot of efforts to connect to you. Someone who see as you are and still wanting you, no matter how cold you are. No matter how jerk you are. And what else?
Things change. Dont regret it later.

Love is something you cant predict.

Oia, also.. Tips for better lyfe :
When you love someone, you can choose what you will do with that love. You can choose to love em in secret. You can choose to fight or leave.
But love is not a choice either you love someone or you dont.
+ love someone who want to be loved is highly recommended. 10/10.
Worth to fight.
Dont waste ur energy, ur time, ur love for someone who doesnt show u their feeling.




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