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Lately sadness and insecurities kick in and i barely stand on my own two feets. 
But the things come up to mind and suddenly i realized again and again..  That is you determine your own happiness. So, we can be sad or negative or be anything what we want—and as much as we want. But as long as u want to be happy again, please help ur self and be happy again. Dont lose ur smile.

We may thought that we learned a lesson, moved on, or apologize, but sometimes we fell back to the hole that we’ve been in to. I’ve been too. There are in many situations where I fell back to the hole I’ve been to, and disgusted by myself afterwards, I even once think that I need someone to fix me. But now I know that, I’m the one who responsible with this, I can’t rely on someone to fix me or to make things right. I can’t rely on someone to turn the rain to sun. The only one that I can rely is myself; I’m the one who decide which direction my life will head to. 
Therefore, to you guys out there… Be happy with who you are, what you can/can’t do and even what you have. Don’t be afraid to be alone, cause being alone does not mean you’re lonely. Being alone means confident and independent. There’s nothing wrong with enjoying your own company. Having your own space and time. Don’t feel ashamed. Don’t let others try to control and own your happiness. Don’t let anyone dominate you and your life. All depends on you.

Otherwise, when love take over (like almost) everything just let it be. The purpose of love and happynis not that far. Finding someone who makes us more happy and share happiness is a new brand concept too. Dont mistaken love as an obstacle. If its suit you, keep it. If its make u happy, keep it.

Life is too short to keep playing game. U hurt urself, u hurt others, whatta loss. 
If u mature enough, be brave to decide that now on is a moment for u to start over everything. Never have any negatives thought about ur partner and still thinking about any possiblities out there.

Its okay to making mistakes. Because love also part of ability to forgive each other mistake and fix it together.
Growing together and trust each other. Once u feel that one person shoot u right in heart, dont runaway. 

U might find me so cliché when u read this post, but yes this me. Talking cliché and other stuff sometimes.

Hope that u guys can be more content about ur self, ur own spaces, ur partner, feel loved and want to share love (more) ❤

P.s those are my photos, i toke it in my whole weekend. As u know, i probably still need a lot some practices to set my camera but a new camera would be so helpful i think lol.

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